What I did last day and the night before that day:
Stayed awake the whole night to give consolation and watch over my suffering dog. In the morning we went to the vet to put her out of her misery. I stayed with her until the end, looking in her eyes.
The rest of that day I spend digging a grave in the garden where we ultimately buried her with her first (and favorite) plushie. Also held a simple funeral ceremony with just my family.
She is now in dog's heaven playing on the big green meadow together with her parents and her siblings. I will meet her there in the afterlife.Rest in Peace Felica, you will be always in my heart.
Now I'm tired, sad and everything is hurting... have to take a nap now.